My Funeral Album

I think people think I’m joking, but it’s very real. It has music, photos, videos, and—of course—memes I want shown when I die. People assume I’m being dramatic, or darkly funny, but no. It’s real. I don’t show anyone the contents because… it’s a surprise. If I ever have kids, they’ll probably be the most […]

When will I be happy again?

He asked me. I’d only been awake for about half an hour, most of it spent not moving from where I slept. I spend the majority of my day within five feet of that spot. Every.single.day. I wake up with no real mission. I have work. I have school. Both are online. I have friends—also […]

Dear California

It’s almost my 1-year anniversary of moving to California and I’ve been thinking I should write a letter.Dear California, Happy 1-year anniversary. Where do I even begin? In hindsight, I probably never should have moved into your confusing embrace. If I had a do-over, I would have chosen differently, and with where I am today, […]